Friday, October 30, 2009

THIS IS SO REDDISH.
Hellos! quite good mood today:D
Guess the most exciting moment is when i'm in the hall.
My heart is popping out from the fast beating.
AHH gosh. why did i even end up this way???

Later going for the rgs program.
I dunnoe what the hell is it, but i guess it's 99.9% environmental stuff.
LOLS. from 3-7. so wastage of time.
Today we are dismissed at 10.15. there is so much time where we can go there what.
Why must the program start and end soooo late?
Time is sooooo damn wasted here lorhhs.
Tomorrow still got knowledge of the order exam and advanced nco course.
Who am i supposed to survive siahhs? i feel so horrible):

Anyway got back my report book today.
And dad is dead. He needs to give me the $50 that he promised ytd.
He said if I make it to top 3, he'll give me $$$.
HAHAHAHA! He thought I wouldn't make it but he's wrong!
So a shoutout to all parents: don't look down on your children.
They are burning with potential and are sparkling??!

I want to go for lunch but it's raining. Aigsh.
I am sooooo hungry that I feel like gorging now.
I want to make a food order: laksa, prawn mee, bak kut teh and lots more.
I WANT TO EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTT!
So, I will be having my beloved lunch with chermaine, ok?

Okiees, that's all the stupid and crappy stuff I want to say.
Going off here:D Byeeeeeeeee[:



Tuesday, October 27, 2009

SAM FEST.
Hellos, today went for sam fest.
And...chermaine demanded me to say i'm beside her blogging now:D

Soooo, queenstown and new town came today.
And i saw my ex-form teacher - mrs padman.
I think she's around the same age as my PRESENT form teacher lahhs.
I don't think i need to mention who is it lahhs.

First school was new town. the few groups were okay.
But there's this group which stepped on the corals and seemed restless learning.
It was quite hard telling them the stuff because they seemed uninterested.
Plus they were like destroying the displays there, so, it turned out not so good.

After new town had like 4-5 groups that visited our station,
It was queenstown's turn. i saw MRS PADMAN!
He did not really change much though...still that fashion sense intact.
I also saw some ex-teachers, whom i think they don't even know me.
But i saw mr tan, caroline's ex-form teacher.
He bombed me some questions on the PEG; which was the zincolit (nutrients) stuff.

But the weather started to give us trouble. IT RAINED.
All the stations moved into the shelters and we also needed to move.
And we declared closure for our station because
Without the tray systems and the equipment, we cannot explain the whole thing well.
We needed the solar panels and tray system badly.
So we placed our stuff at the corridors and we practically slacked.
We went to visit the crystal garden and i made 2 of it. nice anyway(:

When we were let off, i saw fharah...
Gosh. i feeeeeeeeeeeeel so evil beating her up siahhs.
But she made me very angry, spending so much $$$ on breakfast at 7-11.
I can spend so much with $7! fharah! i am so going to ASSASSINATE you!

So we went to bmc kfc to have lunch.
And guess what? i had nothing as lunch. That is so RARE.
Suddenly i didn't have the feeling of eating and gorging.

My account is running low. going off, bye:D



Monday, October 26, 2009

OH MY GOD, MY RESULTS.
Today got back all the results. i think i don't need to mention what subjs even.
And some was really well done, while some were totally disastrous.
Can i say it's my science. i got 59! argggghhh! i lost a total of 11 marks.
This is so cruel to me manx! I didn't even exceed 60 marks.
Hello? I suck people. But at least I'm seriously contented that I scored well for history!
Hahahahahahahahahahaha(: It's just unspeakable happiness!

Ermm, the other subjects were so-so.
I'm happy I got like 5th highest for literature??
Gosh. Might as well say it's lucky i passed.
All thanks to Miss Samsiah:D

Chinese was really a disaster. Paper 2 was like 60++, if counted over 100.
Paper 1 was okay lahhs. Mrs Lim said we wrote wrongly for the content.
And also she said we did not hit the main point so it was not well done.
I bet this time round we cannot make it to her house for BBQ. Argh,sad):
I want free food. This wish of mine is DESTROYED! ARGGGGGHHHH):

English - contented lahhs. I got at least an A2.
Better the previous times, which I normally get a B3.
My mother is happy for this reason; but for science she's getting a parang chopper.
Oh, I am so going to get killed by her yeahs?
People, PITY ME CAN?

Maths was good. Angry that I did not win gabriel.
He just got like 1 mark higher than me!
Arggghhhh, all blame to that stupid set language question!
I wrote one element twice siahhs!
Plus my paper 2 a lot of careless mistakes.
My pythagoras' theorem and quadratic graph all disappointed me.
I am supposed to find hypotenuse but I went to minus it.
I also forgot to label the graph! Arghhhhhhh! One mark deducted!
If not I would have won him! AIGSH.

Anyway, I hope for science, mrs tan will be just kinder to increase the marks.
I sincerely hoped for the CA to pull up my marks.
She is totally disappointed in me - which is soooooo damn obvious.
But I know for history - I've worked and scored well.
So, I didn't let down myself for that.
Appealing to my mother: I don't give a damn if I really at the dangerous state of failing SC.

I feel like slapping myself for so many careless mistakes.
Gosh and Aigsh. Nothing much to talk anyway.
3.30 need to go for rooftop garden to do labour work.
Cos we need to prepare for the sam fest tomorrow.
- I will get to see my juniors tomorrow too):

Anyway, I want to get the $500.
Whatever the results come to be, I'm not going to care.
I am money-minded. Hahahahaha(:

Going off. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[:



Sunday, October 25, 2009

WORST PERIOD ARHHS!
From the moment i finished higher chinese paper 2,
It just marked the turbulent period of my history.
- My Examination Results
I've been like waiting for seconds and seconds,
Minutes and minutes, hours and hours, periods and periods, days and days for it.
It seemed eternity! I pondered how my results are going to be...
Good or bad? Nobody knows yeahs, only my teachers. AIGSH.

I wonder how will i fare for my subjects anyway.
My english, maths, science, higher chinese, lit and history.
DUH~! I want to do well in subjects that I like,
And choose subjects which I really am interested in.
But can or not? I don't even know if I can make it in home econs?
Cos, i want to take F&N what. And then so many ppl taking bio/chem..,
How is it possible for me siahhs? Perhaps my science is so sucky that i can't even do it.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Ok. This will be the worst days of my life, waiting for my results.
It's even worse than "going-to-die" feelings.
I keep on thinking which subject will i get to know first.
And I think 50% we will get literature paper first. This is from my experience.
Anyway, I doubt no paper i'll do well.
So, to my readers, I'm one who's hopeless. Stop encouraging me or what.
I really treasure all your encouragements, but i doubt i can.
Thanks anyway.

People, don't be worried about your results.
And stop thinking of it because it just gives you stress, stress AND stress.
No point having any countdown or whatsoever.
Just concentrate on having fun today; cos worrying doesn't HELP at all.
What for worrying when you're getting your papers tomorrow,
without knowing whether you'll do well or not.
My advice is to care the present, not the past or future.
Since you've taken your exams, let it go then.

I doubt i can sleep tonight. My results are so going to be disastrous.
That's all people. Bye and GL for all of your exams(:



Saturday, October 24, 2009

NCO COURSE:X
Oh my gosh. today was such a meaningful saturday. yeah,really meaningful.
Didn't have my lunch and only had like 1 meal a day?
Just for a stupid reason - i didn't bring money. in fact, i forgot actually.
How blur i can be right?

Basically, today had NCO course.
And it practically just took my whole day away.
Training was reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllly tough.
So, promoting to a sergeant isn't easy, folks.
It needs really a lot of sacrifices to achieve that.
And also, i made really one very very very important sacrifice that i must say it out now.
He came today, just exactly on 24 October 2009.
Why didn't he choose another day? Why oh why???
Why must I be so swayyyyyyyyyyyyy siahhs?!
everything just don't go well today. talk also with stress one. AIGSH.

Ok, i'm chatting with kylie now.
So byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[:



Saturday, October 17, 2009

I JUST SUCK. THANK YOU.
hello humans. i got scolded like twice this week?
mrs tan scolded me for writing too much crap in the science paper.
miss chong scolded me for talking too loud.
arghhs, i am so sway. but i hope i do well in history at least.
at least an A1 to satisfy me lahhs:D

what i am worrying now is, if i will pass my english.
english is the MOST IMPORTANT subject that i must pass to go on sec 3 express.
will i ever pass or not? looking at my standards, I SUCK.
i bet everybody passes and do well in what they like, while i stay on with sec 2 lorhhs.
i am such an useless person what; even promoted, i won't do well even right?
i lack confidence, people. i think it's the environment making me desperate.

for your info, i still have 2 more papers to go from now - maths and chinese paper 2.
and it's not chinese - it's higher chinese. see the higher bold?
it means it's more difficult. how am i gonna pass manx?
i don't even feel like continuing higher chinese lorr. it practically pulls down my overall.

arghh, a post of complains. better not talk so much.
i wanna sleep alr. tomorrow going out to library - for some decent matters.
going off, people. bye(:



Sunday, October 11, 2009

I WANNA EAT!
ytd just sent miss samsiah my answers for the practice questions.
so this morning, the moment i woke up, went to check my inbox.
she smsed me that she had given me some comments through email.
so i quickly checked it and printed it out.
so that i can go back my grandma's home and read it thoroughly.

anyway, today going for buffet. my dad's belated birthday.
his bd was ytd, but because mostly everyone isn't free on that day,
they postponed it to today.
i call my family "they" because it's always them planning; not me.

my mother seems very very impatient in waiting.
she's hungry cos she didn't have her breakfast.
me also what, i didn't have my breakfast also. still, i'm not complaining.

ok. i need to go. wish me good luck for ALL THE EXAMS(: bye.



Saturday, October 10, 2009

HAISH...
basically,saturdays = boring. studied whole day literature today.
and i also smsed fharah almost the whole day also.
both of us too bored liao :X

ytd went on a drama craze. watched dramas on and on and on, one after another.
strangely, all were dramas. i just can't seem to sleep ytd.
it's like studying chinese literature or something.
i have never been so crazy watching dramas from like 11 to 3 plus.
i know it is very very crazy lahhs. it's exam time and i'm slacking like hell.

anyway, the next full week will be all exams.
oh gosh...so gonna be stressed.

i guess nothing to talk much le bahhs. going off, people. bye(:



Thursday, October 01, 2009

I LOVE CHILDREN'S DAY!
it's just simply paradise today. because maths class today was FREETIME!
i think my post just end here lahhs.
i want to do queensway model maths paper already.
bye human beings!